Focus

I doubt I have readers anymore, as I have been absent from my blog for a while. But on the off chance any of you are left..

You may notice a few things missing from my blog. Like about 20 posts. I'm not exactly sure why, but I've decided to revert most of them to draft. Something about trying to focus on the present and future, annot the past. And maybe trying to find an actual direction for my blog to go, rather than just floating around all willy-nilly.

I am going to give you (the maybe two of you that might see this) an update about, well, me. First and foremost, my boys are doing wonderfully. We've been through a lot of turmoil and I was terrified of how they may be affected by it all, but they are thriving. Well, they're still my little demons, hehe. And their doing well is definitely a big part of me doing well myself. I have acquired a job at the Senior Activity Center, and enjoy it there beyond belief. I'm learning to be less closed off, less terrified of people and places. I'm allowing people to enter my life. I'm... Healing. I'm still searching for myself, though, something i think I'll be doing for a good long while yet.

Thank you, those of you who've cared, read my numerous ramblings, and been there for me. And if you're just now stumbling across this blog, I'm sorry it's so dull, but i hope you bare with me for a while, because it may become something great.